Belated Christmas Poem

December 28th, 2016

I was going through some of Mom ‘s things and found this poem.  It brought tears to my eyes. I still send a few Christmas cards for these very reasons! This is for all my Facebook friends.

Family, November 2015

I am going to try to post once a week in the new year. I would appreciate it if you could ‘like’ my Facebook page if you haven’t already!

Happy New Year!

Christmas Cards

I have a list of friends I know

All written in a book

Every year at Christmas time

I go and take a look

That is when I realize

That these names are a part

Not of the book they’re written in

But of my heart.

For each name stands for someone

Who has crossed my path


And in the meeting they’ve become

The “rhythm and the rhyme”.

While it sounds fantastic

For me to make this claim

I feel I am composed of

each remembered name.

While you may not be aware

Of any special link

Just meeting you has shaped my

life more than  you can think

For once you’ve met somebody

The years cannot erase

The memory of a pleasant word

and a friendly face.

So never think that Christmas


Are just a mere routinee

Of names upon a Chrimstas list

forgotten in between.

For when I send a Christmas card

That is addressed to you

It’s because you’re on the list

Of folks I’m indebted to.

For you are some of the many

Folks that I have met

And you happen to be one of


I prefer not to forget

And whether I have known you for many years or few

In some way you have had a part

Of shaping things I do.

And every year when Chrimstas come

I realize anew

The biggest gift that life can give

Is meeting friends like you.

And may the Spirit of Chrismtas

That forwever and ever endures

Leave its richest blessings in

The heart of you and yours.

(There is no author on this, so if you know please let know)

Nothing Changes Unless You Do

January 6th, 2015

I listened to the discussion and thought I’ve heard it all before. Nothing new. He doesn’t listen. Never helps. So this has been going on for over 50 years. If things haven’t changed in that long, what makes you think by complaining it will make a difference?

Instead of complaining, why not change the way you react? What can you do differently? How can you cope and not be upset? Think about solutions for you.

Instead of being bitter, say to yourself “only I can make a difference.” Instead of wishing for the impossible look for something that is working or make a plan and follow through. Change your self-talk.

As I’ve often said “We are the boss of ourselves.” No one can upset us unless we let them.

Easy Beef Stroganoff Crockpot

October 9th, 2014

Looking for great comfort food? Throw in crockpot and enjoy the rest of your day. I have a small crock pot but you can easily double this. Cans of soup aren’t the best, just use this once in a while when you are rushed or need a break. it is also economical because you use stewing beef.

1 1/2 – 2cups (adjust to your likes) stew beef
1tin Golden mushroom soup (This works better than regular mushroom soup)
1/2cup water
1chopped small onion

Add ingredients to crock pot. Set on low for 6 to 8 hours. No need to brown meat. If fatty I cut it off.
Serve over brown rice or whole wheat egg noodles. Some times I add sliced mushrooms. I think you could use cut up chicken breast or thighs.

Communicating without Aggravating

August 24th, 2014

My 90 year old dad called at 5:30 p.m.Wednesday night saying “Bob (my husband), Marion (his 89 year old wife) isn’t good. She wants Joan. Get her up here now!”

On July 28th they moved into a new Supportive Living Facility in a town about 50 minutes from our home. The staff don’t know them like the place they had been in for the past 18 months so they needed an advocate.

As soon as we arrived I knew Mom had an UTI (Urinary Track Infection) and needed an antibiotic. UTIs hit the elderly really hard and mom becomes confused and exhibits signs of a mini-stroke. She is also legally blind so staff have to be told so doesn’t fall if they get her to walk or stand up.

There was no way we were getting an antibiotic without a doctor’s order and they hadn’t seen a doctor yet so the only alternative was to call the ambulance and take her to the hospital  about 4 minutes away.

I focused on one message. “I’m sure she has an UTI. She needs an antibiotic and it will take her about 3 -5 days to get feeling better. ” The staff at the care facility didn’t know me, nor trust me and were following the rules.

My brother was able to find out what antibiotic worked and texted me the name while I sat with mom in Emergency. I kept repeating my key message and kept emotion out of it. Inside I wanted to scream, “Get her an antibiotic NOW!” It is so difficult to watch mom suffer and know what needs to be done.

I also had to keep in mind that the staff (supportive living, ambulance and hospital) were following the rules, were doing their best and specific procedures had to be followed. I kept all emotion out of my voice and just kept with the same message.

“No, often she doesn’t run a temperature with this, yes she becomes very confused, she vomits and moans. This tells me she has an UTI.”

One hour later, after a urine test, she was diagnosed with an UTI and an antibiotic started. My brother had arrived and the doctor told us she would be admitted to the hospital. My brother went over to see dad and my husband, who was with my dad at the Supportive Living Facility, came over and we headed home. We got back at midnight. Mentally exhausted.

Once my brother got dad settled down, he headed to the hospital until mom was in a room at about 1:30 a.m. He was mentally exhausted.

What happens to the elderly who don’t have family caregivers? The medical staff are great, and when they don’t know the history of their patients, and that patient is incoherent,  they must follow specific procedures, which aren’t always the best.

My brother and I share the caregiving and many days we are worn out. Mostly mentally, watching the parents we love and respect, struggling. At 61 and 66 we get tired too! We have supportive spouses and have each other.  My parents are able to pay for extra help when they need it. Many seniors are not.

The staff at the supportive living facility are super. They are stretched to the limit with responsibilities and since the place is brand new they are on a steep learning curve.

More staff is needed. The loads on the existing staff is huge, as it was in the last place my parents were. The staff we see are caring, professional and want to help, it’s just that they are expected to do too much for too many.

My parents have each other and family to check in. I feel for the clients that do not.


#43 House Selling and Cleaning

June 2nd, 2014

So I’ve never been a neat person. I like clean but as far as things on the counter, beds unmade,  clothes unfolded, that’s okay with me. I have always had better things to do. I know it’s all in our priorities, and mine were never on an immaculate house.

Well now we are selling our home, have it staged and it must be show-home ready in one hour, I’m finding that there are some quick tricks to keeping it tidy. No more eat something and put it away later. “Do it now” is my motto.  Before my poor husband is out of bed I’m making it and punching the pillows to make them plump and eye-catching.

“No, don’t sit on the bed!!!” I scream. “It will wrinkle.” “What you want another shower?” “Okay you did run the marathon this morning and are a little stiff, but don’t leave water marks and heaven help you if you forget to squeegie off the tiles .” I think he wonders where his wife went.

I’m hoping these new habits stay with me in a little less intense way when we get to our new home. I do like the look of the house when I come in. I certainly use my time differently now. No baking – it’s way too messy -  again my husband isn’t happy, but more time for shining and polishing. I even ironed the drapes!!! Besides we didn’t need the calories in those brownies or cookies.

I’m doing things differently and it is rather interesting how detail-oriented I can be, when I have to be. No more chat, I’ve got to run and shine up the bathrooms!!!

#42 Communication Self Talk Personal Motto

May 29th, 2014

When things go wrong, what’s the first thing that pops into your head? Is it “I don’t get paid enough to put up with this?” Or “Why me?” We all have a personal motto, just that most of us haven’t said it aloud. Does it serve you or sabotage you? It might be something hanging on your fridge or it might be in your daytimer or even your screen saver.

Your self-talk can hurt or harm you if you continue to keep it negative. Switch it around with something like “This too shall pass.” Or my personal favorite “Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape.”

Whether it is a cranky boss, miserable co-worker, aging parent, difficult child or spouse or nasty neighbor, what you say in your head will dictate the kind of day you have. Have some fun and ask others what their motto is. Post it where you see it and reframe your days.

Keep your self-talk postive. Would you say the nasty things you say toyourself to others? Of course not. Be kind to yourself.


#41The Sandwich Generation – Egg Salad Squashed!

May 26th, 2014

Caregiving for aging parents, babysitting grandchildren, getting a house we’ve lived in for over 36 years ready to sell and buying a condo apartment had me feeling rather squashed last week. I understood I was a prime candidate for a sandwich generation photo option.

I loved every minute of each adventure it’s just that as I age I’m not quite as resilient as I used to be. Add in a few unexpected mini crisis and there are not enough hours in the day to complete needed tasks.

The question became, how to pick and choose and still feel good.  When I was honest with myself, I could elimnate some of the things like make my bed, cook from scratch and vacuum. So I  made a list, checked it twice and priorotized.  I stopped using drastic words like horrible, worst, never and I began to reframe my self-talk. It wasn’t the worst day of my life, it was an amazing day where I could see two of our grandchildren plus my parents all in one day. Once this was done I smiled, counted my blessings and carried on.

The grandchildren were a much needed tonic as little arms squeezed me tight, I had a great visit with my parents when I dropped off the medicine that was needed immediately and you know what? Our house is still here, needing a little tender loving cleaning care. It will happen…. When I’m ready.

So I poured myself another cup of coffee, sat down and admired the snow capped Rockies and the magpies chatting in our mature trees. This was a good day. A busy day and very good.

#40 Stress Buster – Learn from Babe Ruth

October 16th, 2013

I’ve always found the month of October to be a time when things change. Perhaps it is the feeling that cold weather will be arriving soon, first colds     hit us and it becomes a time to think about what next? As I went for a walk with a friend today we were chatting about changing jobs and she said “instead of looking at leaving it’s important to look ahead to what is next.”

I loved that. And remembered that Babe Ruth hit 714 home runs. Did you know that he also struck out 1330 times – a record unapproached by any    other baseball player in the history of baseball.

Next time you are looking back, stop yourself and look ahead. Life will become much easier.  You’ll hit more home runs and your strike outs will be forgotten!

#39 Reframe, Change How You Think, Confront Problems

August 18th, 2013

Sometimes we wonder why we are doing so many things. Does anyone notice or care? Often this happens as we become more and more tired.

Has anything I’ve done today made life better for another human being? These are questions we might ask ourselves as we are trying to fall alseep.

Falling asleep? Who can do that easily with so many  ‘little nasty voices’ circulating in your brain. It’s time to reframe those thoughts. How can you make an idea or thought into a postive instead of a negative?

It’s takes mental elbow grease to change how you think. As soon as you hear a negative thought coming into your head, stop and ask yourself “Is this true?” Often we exaggerate. Then state what is true and do it in a positive manner.

“I’m so tired because I did all the work to make that presentation happen” might become “Isn’t it lucky I could do the work to make that presentation so successful.” or “Why does the boss always ask me to do the crappy jobs?” might become “The boss must really trust my ability to ask me to get these things done.”

Instead of fretting about what is happening, if you can do something about it make a plan. If you can not do anything, let it go.Think about a balloon filled with helium and release it into a clear blue sky. Don’t let it clutter your brain and poison your thougths.

If you are making a plan, think it through, run it by a trusted colleague, practise what you are going to say out loud and when you are confident, talk to the person. Be thoughtful as you plan. Keep your thoughts to two or three key points. NO MORE! Keep it brief or they will give you grief!!!

No one is mind reader. So if you are unhappy, you must let the person know. If you present your thoughts in a non-confrontational, honest, caring and short way, the person will listen and try to understand. Try it today!



# 38 Lower Expectations Forgive Yourself

June 17th, 2013

Are we as kind to ourselves as we are to our friends? That’s often a question I ask. If we aren’t kind to ourselves how can we expect others to be kind? Can we forgive ourselves for our mistakes? We all make them. Can we sometimes complete taks that aren’t perfect? Remember that good enough is often good enough.

Too often we set our personal expectations so high that not even Superwoman or Superman could meet our goals. Whether it is for our relationships with others, or the work we do, it’s time to consider just what we are asking of ourselves.

  • Is it realistic?
  • Will it matter in five days, five months or five years if “it” is not quite perfect?

These two simple questions, will give you a gauge to assist you to set realistic personal goals that are specific, attainable, measurable and have a time limit. Whether you are at work, caring for aging parents, children we must stop and care for ourselves. You are worth it!